Creepiest thumbs up ever.

ANYWAY.

I’m super happy because I just got a job! Money problems solved (hopefully!)! I’m going to be a sandwich artist… moving up in the world! It’s not the best pay and it’s probably not going to be the best job, but it’s something to do and a source of at least an extra couple $100 a week which is going to make SO MUCH difference.

I had a free trial at a gym the other day. I’m still sore. So unfit, haha. I’ve been walking daily as well and it’s super hilly around where I live, so my legs/butt are/is sore too.

This weekend is going to be pretty full on. Mike has a DJ friend who is staying with us and we have gigs to go to every night (with free/cheap drinks!). I wish I had something new to wear though.

Nexxxxxt week, I start my job, Paul is coming up for a couple of days and Bethany & Josh are spending the whole weekend with me! :D Can’t wait!!

I’m in such better spirits, can you tell?

I’ve been a bit down in the dumps the last few days. I think this whole being poor/job search cycle is getting to me. I haven’t been out of the house very much by myself, and the more time I’m spending indoors, the harder I’m finding it to go out. HELLO AGORAPHOBIC.

I’m finding myself getting snappy at Mike and I don’t want to be like that. I’m not sure if I’m feeling resentful because he has a job, money, his car, etc and I feel so dependent on him. I spend my days sleeping, job searching, cleaning & repeat. Then when he gets home, I’m always grumpy and annoying. I care about him so much, he’s constantly trying to cheer me up and I’m being a bit of a bitch, so I need to snap out of it!

My wifey/besty Bethany is coming to visit me next weekend - I have that to look forward to! Also, my parents, sister & brother have planned a trip mid-February, they’re bringing up my car, some of my art supplies AND VINCE (!!!) so that’ll be good. I can’t wait to see everyone!

I’m feeling lonely, dependent and stuck in a rut. Need to get myself out of this funk, la la la. I’m going to go and get a free trial for one of the nearby gyms, so hopefully that’ll make me feel better! Blahhhhhhhh.

It’s only my 3rd week of being back at the gym consistently, and I’ve already firmed up and shed a couple of kilos that I stacked on. About 4kg more to go and I’ll be happy with how I look again! :) Yay!

My brand new American Apparel disco pants arrived in the post today! I’m planning on wearing them for my birthday outing at the end of April. They flatten my bum a bit though and my thighs are still a bit too bleugh. I’m going to work really hard at the gym to try and get in fine form for these pants. I mainly want a perkier/more toned bum. I don’t see myself shifting the weight I need to get my thighs looking how I want them (I think how they look may just be my body type), so the bum is a more pressing matter.

I love these pants though! :) Can’t wait to wear them out!